May 19, 2004 07:22
that i seriously don't get the point of being alive.
at all.
i really don't want to do the same thing every day for the next 60 years.
the thought of even being ALIVE that long and having to find something to do to keep myself alive everyday til then is such an overwhelming thought.
now watch. with my luck i'll die today on the way to work.
i punched a dude in the face at zao. a few times. right now thinking about that makes me feel really good. i wish I could do it again right now.
sometimes I feel too angry. most times i just feel nothing at all though