You know, you will probably hate me forever for writing this in your journal, but ah well. Drew, you were a great friend, you always have been. However, you were not the best boyfriend to me, and unlike I have said before, the damage is irrepairable to OUR relationship, not to me.
contrary to popular opinion, I do have ambition, and I am growing not going downhill. For instance, I have a job, I go to school. I do have plans for the future beyond May. However, they are plans that lie within my own business and no one else's. I didn't even tell Carrie, so do not feel slighted that I did not tell you.
Now, Drew, as a friend, this is what I have to say to you. This is the point of this lengthy comment. I hope you stay with Chelsey for a long time. Treat her right, and maybe you will find LOVE. Not lust, not longing, but love. You need it.
I have found love, I have found help (that you so kindly offered and was denied) I have found trust. I need nothing from you. I do not need your love, and I do not need to trust you, although I do, and I do not need your help.
I am a strong person. I can put myself back together.
I do not hate you, but this time, you are coming between me and someone who I love. And so on that thought, I am going to shy away from you.
Do not feel slighted. Do not feel hated. Neither are true. What is true is I am looking out for my own interests, my own heart, and my own ambitions. And I intend on doing that for quite some time.
So, goodbye, dear, and remember if you ever need me, need me, I will be here. Brittany Lauren
contrary to popular opinion, I do have ambition, and I am growing not going downhill. For instance, I have a job, I go to school. I do have plans for the future beyond May. However, they are plans that lie within my own business and no one else's. I didn't even tell Carrie, so do not feel slighted that I did not tell you.
Now, Drew, as a friend, this is what I have to say to you. This is the point of this lengthy comment. I hope you stay with Chelsey for a long time. Treat her right, and maybe you will find LOVE. Not lust, not longing, but love. You need it.
I have found love, I have found help (that you so kindly offered and was denied) I have found trust. I need nothing from you. I do not need your love, and I do not need to trust you, although I do, and I do not need your help.
I am a strong person. I can put myself back together.
I do not hate you, but this time, you are coming between me and someone who I love. And so on that thought, I am going to shy away from you.
Do not feel slighted. Do not feel hated. Neither are true. What is true is I am looking out for my own interests, my own heart, and my own ambitions. And I intend on doing that for quite some time.
So, goodbye, dear,
and remember if you ever need me, need me, I will be here.
Brittany Lauren
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