Mar 08, 2006 23:40
Well, I was writing a blog on my myspace, but it got cut short cuz Idol came on...so I'm posting the rest of my quotes here.
*And from one year into another... I think
of you when I feel summer.*
*Always knew in the back of my mind that one day you would fall for another girl but I never wanted it to happen. I know I have no right to tell you not to do it because it's not like you're mine or ever have been but I wish I could and I wish you would listen. This is a hurt I've never experienced before. My heart is breaking, stomach is aching, my head is spinning, and my whole body is hurting because of you. All I can do is cry even though it isn't getting me anywhere. If you saw me crying you wouldn't even know the reason and I don't have the strength to tell you so I'll have to find the strength, not to tell you the reasons for my tears, but to move on.*
*I can't hold on
But letting go is something I can't do*
*maybe i'm not meant to get over him ..
i mean look at how many times i've tried.
maybe it's not working for a reason.*
*are we a thing?"
"DARLING, WE'RE EVERYTHING."
--rent*
*cause all i really want is to be with you,
feeling like i matter too.
if i hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
i might be here with you.*
*im not ready to give up
on you yet because i know
you havent given up on me*