Sep 16, 2004 22:54
Holy Crap-o-la.
I am the most stressed I think I have ever been.
Shall I begin?
I'm taking AP Calculus and I'm having a very difficult time grasping what we are doing.
Senior Shirts have been a mess until finally we got it resolved today.
I work Mon, Wed, and Sundays everyweek.
I have band Tues, Thurs, Fri, and Saturdays everyweek.
I have lots of homework. Most I've had all highschool.
I currently drive a mini-van that shudders horribley when it decelerates b/c my camry is totaled.
I have next to no time for friends and I'm lucky if I see Anthony 3 times a week.
I have yet to go on any college visits, apply to any colleges, or scholarships.
My bankaccount is slowly depleting because I can never work because of band.
I hate band so much I considered breaking my ankle to quit guilt free.
I have a terrible head cold.
I'm losing my voice because of my cold.
I'm stressed b/c I'm stressed when I should be riding out my last year.
I'm having to commit myself more than I thought i was going to to this damn pageant crap.
I have to be in a fashion show next Saturday for it, in downtown Pickerington. Please kill me.
But pretty much if we cut band from my life it would be a simple happy place. But I can't quit band b/c too many people would hate/resent me for it, so quiting is not an option, well at least marching band.
I need to go to bed. Good night.