how does she sleep at night?
it's really hard… to get through this alone.
i just wish they knew how sorry i am, and how badly i miss them
but they are off with others. and now barely with me
it hurts to go from someones ‘always’
to ‘i’m busy, i have a lot of people to see, it can’t just be with you’
and to say
“i don’t need this [friendship]”
and
“i want to hang out in group, not one on one”
knowing i am all by myself and alone. hurts.
but what do i have to cry about. my “life” is fucking fantastic…..
i have no friends
no best friend.
all i have left is my dreams…. so don’t wake up up
just let me dream.
please…
how does she sleep at night knowing i am fading away into nothing.