Mar 23, 2011 20:00
that i can't lose claire
that i don't want the friendship to fall apart.
i need her to be in my life, for a long time!
i think things can only be uphill from here
but i am scared it can fall back.... and i only hope it doesn't....
adding onto that. i have a job interview with both Hotham and Falls Creek
so my life is going to go somewhere i need to leave... i have to!
i need to grow up and change. i need to show her i can be that amazing person she sees!
i have it in me.