Oct 14, 2009 15:27
Never Alone
Voices echoing, never fading…
She told him to go…
She’s never felt more alone than she did when she watched Ronon pull him away. But he had to go…had to leave her.
She feels hands pulling at her, pulling her away from everyone, everything, she knows and loves. Feels them trying to probe her mind. She fights with everything she’s got. She knows they can’t have the knowledge she holds…
She’s overwhelmed with guilt. Atlantis will be compromised; it will be her fault.
She told him to go…
To leave her behind…
Pain, unimaginable, gripping pain…as they try to dig through her memories. They want ways to fight her friends, her family…She fights to keep the memories from them.
She told him to go…
She feels him still there….deep inside…clings to images…hazel eyes that see right into her soul, messy brown hair that can not be tamed, a soft smile, a crooked smirk…
They can’t have that…she will protect that with everything she has…they will have to break her before she’ll give up what she knows, what she holds close…
She told him to go…and he left her…but she will never be alone…
~*~*~*~
Her voice, telling him to go, to leave her, echoes in his mind…
Sometimes, he forgets; he stands on “their” balcony, waiting…
But she never comes…
He left her behind…
He feels her there, knows she’s out there…
He will find her; he won’t rest until he does…he knows she’s fighting too.
He calls to her at night while he sleeps with no reply…but he knows she’s there…on the edge of his dreams…
He left her behind…
He let Ronon pull him away, left her there with those…those…things…alone, undefended. He didn’t protect her, couldn’t save her….
He left her behind…
He broke the only rule he had left to break…
He will find her…
As long as he can feel her by his side he will never give up…he will never be alone.
sga,
sparky,
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