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so im feeling kinda lonely right now, even filling my time with homework i still have free time and noone to waste it with, thats not entirely true, ive been hanging out with matt lueke alot, but i have this longing for a close relationship with someone, reading friends entries tonight makes me feel even more this way, i miss nick and john especially, i miss other people too, but tonight im feeling all nostalgic, i so want to get an im from nick right now saying hey, drive 15 min to my house and pick me up lets go do some vanarchy, or a call from john saying hey come to my house and lets have cigars in the hot tub and then spend the next 24 hours playing video games and go and chess, i suppose i would also settle for some hot babe to sit up and talk to and go out to movies with, but all these things are completly out of the bounds of reality. *sigh* i need a hug :(