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so um.. i posted the other day, and i got one response to it, i was hoping for 2, thats pretty disappointing, but its ok i guess, i dont need friends that dont want my friendship, especially when its freely offered.
im a little confused right now, theres a girl, that i like, which is odd, i never get crushes, i really dont, its part of the whole not thinking myself worthy of most girls thing, the whole low selfesteem issue i have, anyway, apparently the feeling is mutual, somewhat, she i guess likes another guy too, and thinks he might like her, the other guy is one of my friends, i dont know if i should talk to her, or him, or just be nice and sweet and hope i get picked, but i dunno, i worry that im just a back up guy, her and i just started hanging out alot recently, and she has liked him all year, so i dunno, maybe shes waiting for him and im just there for the time being, or maybe its like, hey i liked this guy now i like this new guy too, hmm... i really wish i could have posted this in my xanga where people who know her could read it, but i also dont want people who know her reading it, so i post it here, so if anyone out there has advice id love to hear it
on a lighter note i went and saw mates of state tonight, it was awesome, i love pretty music, heh, it was alot of fun, i saw alot of people i havent seen in a while, and i told my friend henry to have brian and/or tara get ahold of me somehow, i miss those kids, anyway tonight was pretty good, im just confused *sigh*
im a little confused right now, theres a girl, that i like, which is odd, i never get crushes, i really dont, its part of the whole not thinking myself worthy of most girls thing, the whole low selfesteem issue i have, anyway, apparently the feeling is mutual, somewhat, she i guess likes another guy too, and thinks he might like her, the other guy is one of my friends, i dont know if i should talk to her, or him, or just be nice and sweet and hope i get picked, but i dunno, i worry that im just a back up guy, her and i just started hanging out alot recently, and she has liked him all year, so i dunno, maybe shes waiting for him and im just there for the time being, or maybe its like, hey i liked this guy now i like this new guy too, hmm... i really wish i could have posted this in my xanga where people who know her could read it, but i also dont want people who know her reading it, so i post it here, so if anyone out there has advice id love to hear it
on a lighter note i went and saw mates of state tonight, it was awesome, i love pretty music, heh, it was alot of fun, i saw alot of people i havent seen in a while, and i told my friend henry to have brian and/or tara get ahold of me somehow, i miss those kids, anyway tonight was pretty good, im just confused *sigh*