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[drew_baird09]

today i was tired - and i was kind of in a bad mood . but there was no drama and nothing bad happened so i am content with my day :]] - i finally have someone to talk to on the phone at night and someone to have feelings for even though i've had feelings for him for a LONG time something feels different now ? :] . tomorrow is my birthday yay - only

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[drew_baird09]

omg most definately have to tell you about that stupid sarah bitch! GRRR! can't stand her . her and sarah adair were all like bein rude to me at OUR game (as in the middle school which they DID NOT have to nor need to come to.) god they just both piss me off . but ask me more about it at the game and ill tell ya. im not gonna let it bother me after that though :]] - love you

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[rahkel_winnie]

drew , hey .
yeah im sorry if i came off rude like at the game .
i wasnt in a good mood . and we were talking about jake so i was like uurrgh . but yeah - i dont care . its just like i , i .. i dunno about a lot of things right now . and im going through a hard time because i really am unsure about a lot of things . and like the whole jake things please dont worry about it - i dont anymore .. he likes you :]] cangradulations you've wanted that for a while now . so its your turn and chance to .. ( see how he really is ) haha nah im jk . but yeah i already had my chance and i blew it . so its your happy life and im glad you got the oppertunity . well i hope you do have a good " relationship " with him . and a good life :] call me when you know more about your party thingy . <333

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[drew_baird09]

:] awwe rachel - i love you! :] i understand why you would have not been in the mood and i don't blame ya! thanks for not like melting down on me about this whole thing. i know that if this would have happened with a different friend it probably would have been a whole lot of drama - so thanks for "keepin your cool" hah :]] . well love ya girl . i have not a clue about my party right now but ill make sure and call ya when i do :]]

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[rahkel_winnie]

sounds good . no problem - i mean it would make no since if i " melted down " haha . because when becca liked him i still went out with him . so i mean theres no stopping you because i know how it feels . a guys a guy and a friends a friend - nothing should change friendship over a guy ? haha they come and go , freind dont [ well they shouldnt ] haha . i dunno its just that a lot of things in my life arent they way they are cut out to be . and i think i need more firned to help me go through things then a stupid " jacob " haha who doesnt know worth a toot . haha yeah and im glad that everyone has supported you with your decision to go out with him . because im not sure i got that approval from everyone . haha if ya know what i mean . so anyways just wanted to say im here for you and love you . firnedship is a lot better than any guy :]] miss you , <333

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[rahkel_winnie]

haha i meant friendship * and the way * and * more friends . haha wow , im that not good of a speller .