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[drew_baird09]

today i was tired - and i was kind of in a bad mood . but there was no drama and nothing bad happened so i am content with my day :]] - i finally have someone to talk to on the phone at night and someone to have feelings for even though i've had feelings for him for a LONG time something feels different now ? :] . tomorrow is my birthday yay - only

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umm - hey ..

[rahkel_winnie]

hey , yeah tera came to school today and told me that you and jake go out - congrads :] at first when she told me i was crushed even though im okay with it . he likes you and you like him . dont let him go if you dont have to . because when you do - you'll be heartbroken , and iit sucks . but hey dont do stuff so you can keep him - if you have to " satisfy " him , hes not worth it . and dont let him treat you like crap . because he did me and all his other girlfriends . so if somthing comes up talk to him dont just ignore it and say oh well like i did . because then you'll never know what really happened . im glad you have someone now , i know how much it sucks not to . but dont hold on to him if he is wrong to you , and if you do make sure you straighten things out . i dont mean to act like i know everything and im older because im not . but i do want to help you with some words of advise that i never got when i went out with him .. because i sure could have used them . so ill talk to you at the game tonight :]] i love you girl , and im happy for you - jakes a good guy , most of the time ;] haha ..

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[drew_baird09]

awwe thanks girl -- yeah i mean he asked me out and i was like umm yeah because like you said i mean when he asked me out i wasn't gonna say no. haha but anyways yeah i know what you're sayin and i've been tellin myself that like if i have to do stuff with him that i don't want to do just to stay with him then it's not worth it. im NOT going to let him treat me like he treated sarah. but like it feels really weird goin out with him . i mean i don't look at him as my "boyfriend" haha i mean it's just weird . i feel like people look at me now and go ohh - she goes out with jake ? but i guess ill just have to tough it out and if people have something to say about it then let them say it im not gonna let them bring me down ya know ? i told kelsey today that i was i guess i was just gonna have to be like courie was with bryce like a lot of people said stuff when they first started goin out but courie didn't let it bother her she just said that's who i like and if you have a problem with it then f you . hah but everyone has been really supportive so far and it surprised me because i was afraid that like some of my friends would be like eww jake - but i mean yeah like everybody's happy for me and jenny's been really helpful too - gahh i love her . hah she trips me out . but yeah i guess ill see you at the game tonight too . love ya girl and if you want to talk about this with me then just telll mee :]] love youuuu <333