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So last night Im at Kendras house waiting for her to come home. Amanda wanted a party and one happend, except by the end of the night, 1 person was kicked out, a car was stolen (didnt find out untill morning) and I was single.
I'll just skip to the parts where they involve me because, well, its my journal. Despite the fact that I sat Kendra down before we started dating and made sure this was something she wanted. I told her that I didnt want to have to deal with heart ache again and that if she wasnt ready for a relationship to just tell me so I can spare my self the now present. She insisted that she wanted it so we began seeing each other exclusivly. But last night she told me that she changed her mind, I said ok, and this morning packed my overnight bag and headed home.
She was a wounderful girl and I think the only person who made me happy in a real long time. So it saddens me greatly to let her go, but she wouldnt have been happy any other way so it must have been done.
Anyways, I dont feel like writing anymore. Maybe later tonight.
I'll just skip to the parts where they involve me because, well, its my journal. Despite the fact that I sat Kendra down before we started dating and made sure this was something she wanted. I told her that I didnt want to have to deal with heart ache again and that if she wasnt ready for a relationship to just tell me so I can spare my self the now present. She insisted that she wanted it so we began seeing each other exclusivly. But last night she told me that she changed her mind, I said ok, and this morning packed my overnight bag and headed home.
She was a wounderful girl and I think the only person who made me happy in a real long time. So it saddens me greatly to let her go, but she wouldnt have been happy any other way so it must have been done.
Anyways, I dont feel like writing anymore. Maybe later tonight.