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GODAMNIT MOTHERFUCKER I FUCKING HATE YOU AND I HOPE YOU FUCKING ROT IN HELL YOU SORRY SON OF A BITCH BASTARD. I CAN'T BELIEVE I FELL FOR YOUR FUCKING SHIT. GODDAMN I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH I JUST WANT YOU TO FALL OFF A MOTHERFUCKING CLIFF SO I DON'T HAVE TO FEEL THIS FUCKING WAY ANYMORE. YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE
ETA: This made me feel much better. I just feel I need to scream sometimes.
Oh, and not to offend anyone, but about the therapy thing, I'm already going to therapy, I just haven't brought it up. It's just not time right now. As empty as I feel without someone in my life, (an obvious certain someone at this point) I would feel worse being alone and not being able to cry about it. I take medication. It's called weed, xanax and alcohol.
ETA: This made me feel much better. I just feel I need to scream sometimes.
Oh, and not to offend anyone, but about the therapy thing, I'm already going to therapy, I just haven't brought it up. It's just not time right now. As empty as I feel without someone in my life, (an obvious certain someone at this point) I would feel worse being alone and not being able to cry about it. I take medication. It's called weed, xanax and alcohol.