Sing like you think no ones listening...

[dretastic820]

HHHmmmm yes another relationship started and ended within a month for me. That seems to be one of my biggest issues, relationships.. they just suck sometimes. But the thing about this one was that i was really confident in it. And i know a lot of people including my own mother thought i was being stupid. I don't really understand why, this person made so extremely happy, and made everything so wonderful. And i don't think anything else could ever matter, ok so he dropped out of school, doesnt have a job... whatever. He treated me so good and its probably been the first time i actually felt like a true girlfriend. I had no doubts everything was perfect, except for everyone else. Why can't people just trust my instincts.. you may think im foolish, but i do things for a reason, good reasons at that. And this i knew what i was doing, i fought with my mother to the point of screaming to make her understand, and in the end she did. But some people some of my closest friends shunned me and stuck a lable on me. Seriously what the hell, i am always there for these people and when im fucking happy just because you think its wrong im supposed to sit there and take that shit from you. Well it's over now so i hope your happy, and you can stop talking shit to my friends behind my back, back to the same old shit. I wish it coulda worked out, bad timing i guess...

I miss you...
~<3 Andrea