There was never any place for someone like me to be totally happy...
I read Tracey's most recent entry this morning which was very good by the way you should all read it. The entry just me made really think back on all my highschool memories and it made me really realize how sad it is that all these people i was ever friends with are just gone.
Im not one to put peoples names in this and im not going to but I was walking down the hall to go to my locker and there was no one in the hall just me. Than this person turns the corner and walks in my direction, and i was planning on saying hi to this person because of our past but they just blew by me without any notice. It was really depressing, i stopped at my locker and really thought about all the memories i had with this person. We used to talk for hours on the phone about guys and how retarded they were and how we were gonna find these amazing guys that were gonna be best friends and we would live happily ever after kinda deal. We would go to middle school dances together and have crazy girlie sleepovers and give eachother makeovers. Now what am i to this person, nothing? Do I even exist in their memory, it just really sucks because those are the kind of memories i want to keep forever, never forget. And i really hope there are people reading this and wondering if it was them cause this should be a reality check for you because now when you walk by an old friend you can give them the time of day. Honestly if your sitting in the cafe at lunch or easier lets say english class just look around at all the people almost all of them or at least a handful have been good friends or have had awsome memories with, it sucks to realize how many good people you let slip your fingers. Well i guess ive said enough today im gonna go eat and finally watch the OC.
****Everyone comment and tell me a good memory we had together, it would make me really happy****
~<3 Andrea
Im not one to put peoples names in this and im not going to but I was walking down the hall to go to my locker and there was no one in the hall just me. Than this person turns the corner and walks in my direction, and i was planning on saying hi to this person because of our past but they just blew by me without any notice. It was really depressing, i stopped at my locker and really thought about all the memories i had with this person. We used to talk for hours on the phone about guys and how retarded they were and how we were gonna find these amazing guys that were gonna be best friends and we would live happily ever after kinda deal. We would go to middle school dances together and have crazy girlie sleepovers and give eachother makeovers. Now what am i to this person, nothing? Do I even exist in their memory, it just really sucks because those are the kind of memories i want to keep forever, never forget. And i really hope there are people reading this and wondering if it was them cause this should be a reality check for you because now when you walk by an old friend you can give them the time of day. Honestly if your sitting in the cafe at lunch or easier lets say english class just look around at all the people almost all of them or at least a handful have been good friends or have had awsome memories with, it sucks to realize how many good people you let slip your fingers. Well i guess ive said enough today im gonna go eat and finally watch the OC.
****Everyone comment and tell me a good memory we had together, it would make me really happy****
~<3 Andrea