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So bumbershoot was one of the best times ive ever had. It was cool to go somewhere and take my mind off of everything and just have fun.
Last night was also awesome because I got to meet Ben Kweller. And he was just how I knew he would be...totally chill.
So I found out that this girl hates me.....again...and the thing is..she has no reason to..I have been nothing but nice to her..and been there for her and she can't see that. It hurts me that im nice to people and all they can do is talk shit about me. Why is it that the people that are trying to do good always get the worst out of every situation?
And to top it off my dad hates my guts too..he sits there and tells my mom and i that when we're gone hes the happiest person ever..he says " you and Heidi are the most depressed people I have ever met in my entire life" and I cant stand up to him because im afraid hes going to kill me. So I sit there listening to him tell my mom and I that we are disrespecting fucks and cunts..and while he tells me im fat and that I dress like a slut.I dont know how much more I can take of this. My self esteem is at an all time low..and the reason why im so fucked up is because of him and he cant see that. He expects me and my mom to respect him but how can I respect someone who tells me that I ruin his life? Why am I even saying any of this shit..I doubt anyone gives a fuck anyway.
Sometimes I wonder if your still here
looking out for anything that could
fall and hit your head
Fluoresent lights burn out in time dear
Did you give up?
Love is supposed to be this bad
make you cry mega-ultra sad
If I told you you're all I ever had would you walk on me?
because I wouldnt walk on you
If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me. Yayaya
If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me
Right now I feel like it's all ending
Spit me out, sell me cheap
you'll never-ever-ever-ever teach me to fly
In the sky it's early and still morning
All those smiles you made wanted to cry
Cause you gave up
Love is supposed to be this bad
Make you cry stupid-shady sad
If I told you're all I ever had would you walk on me?
Because I wouldn't walk on you
If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you
so please don't walk all over me.yayaya
If I was in your shoes I wouldnt walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me
If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you.
So please dont walk all over me.yayaya
If I was in your shoes I wouldnt walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me
Please dont step all over me
Last night was also awesome because I got to meet Ben Kweller. And he was just how I knew he would be...totally chill.
So I found out that this girl hates me.....again...and the thing is..she has no reason to..I have been nothing but nice to her..and been there for her and she can't see that. It hurts me that im nice to people and all they can do is talk shit about me. Why is it that the people that are trying to do good always get the worst out of every situation?
And to top it off my dad hates my guts too..he sits there and tells my mom and i that when we're gone hes the happiest person ever..he says " you and Heidi are the most depressed people I have ever met in my entire life" and I cant stand up to him because im afraid hes going to kill me. So I sit there listening to him tell my mom and I that we are disrespecting fucks and cunts..and while he tells me im fat and that I dress like a slut.I dont know how much more I can take of this. My self esteem is at an all time low..and the reason why im so fucked up is because of him and he cant see that. He expects me and my mom to respect him but how can I respect someone who tells me that I ruin his life? Why am I even saying any of this shit..I doubt anyone gives a fuck anyway.
Sometimes I wonder if your still here
looking out for anything that could
fall and hit your head
Fluoresent lights burn out in time dear
Did you give up?
Love is supposed to be this bad
make you cry mega-ultra sad
If I told you you're all I ever had would you walk on me?
because I wouldnt walk on you
If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me. Yayaya
If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me
Right now I feel like it's all ending
Spit me out, sell me cheap
you'll never-ever-ever-ever teach me to fly
In the sky it's early and still morning
All those smiles you made wanted to cry
Cause you gave up
Love is supposed to be this bad
Make you cry stupid-shady sad
If I told you're all I ever had would you walk on me?
Because I wouldn't walk on you
If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you
so please don't walk all over me.yayaya
If I was in your shoes I wouldnt walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me
If I was in your shoes I wouldn't walk all over you.
So please dont walk all over me.yayaya
If I was in your shoes I wouldnt walk all over you
So please dont walk all over me
Please dont step all over me