i want the new ben lee album
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malls are so horrible.....don't you agree...too bad that most of the stores we need have to be situated in between all these bright lights and useless stores..but we still have a need for most of the things there..so i guess i should eat my words
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i hate wanting things..growing up..i used to hate my parents..anytime i saw my dad...i would always ask him for things
i thought that i should somehow punish him for making me
live the way i was living ....i was mad...so angry that they would put me through that..
.
the divorce was fine..anyone will tell you that..it's just the constant fighting that is horrible..the putting you against each parent...the laundry list of complaints...the not knowing why at the age of 5 your mom or dad ...we're just horrible people..because whoever is the "good parent" at the moment says so
.
parents are fucked up -
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in other news: Az is tomorrow and im excited a long list of bands i want to see..
.im so jealous of luis..i can't believe he got to hear derrick's new stuff..(mad face)
.we made Ed this great WESTSIDE hoodie and in the front it says CALIFORNIA LOVE..could we be more obsessed with our state.
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my 2 year old sister sings along to postal service..
mostly just the part where ben sing " it seems so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex" and " i was the one worth leaving".
oh yes ..she is so cool
malls are so horrible.....don't you agree...too bad that most of the stores we need have to be situated in between all these bright lights and useless stores..but we still have a need for most of the things there..so i guess i should eat my words
.
i hate wanting things..growing up..i used to hate my parents..anytime i saw my dad...i would always ask him for things
i thought that i should somehow punish him for making me
live the way i was living ....i was mad...so angry that they would put me through that..
.
the divorce was fine..anyone will tell you that..it's just the constant fighting that is horrible..the putting you against each parent...the laundry list of complaints...the not knowing why at the age of 5 your mom or dad ...we're just horrible people..because whoever is the "good parent" at the moment says so
.
parents are fucked up -
.------
in other news: Az is tomorrow and im excited a long list of bands i want to see..
.im so jealous of luis..i can't believe he got to hear derrick's new stuff..(mad face)
.we made Ed this great WESTSIDE hoodie and in the front it says CALIFORNIA LOVE..could we be more obsessed with our state.
.
my 2 year old sister sings along to postal service..
mostly just the part where ben sing " it seems so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex" and " i was the one worth leaving".
oh yes ..she is so cool