if i could speak more often ..i would feel better
it's horrible to stop being a priority ...to not be a good friend..to not be anything at all..and at times i just thought that we were more special than that.
guess guys just have different interpretations of things...
jerks
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i picture myself in new york..
i never thought myself a new york gal
since i was little i always invisioned the big city eating me whole
im too nice for new york
and yet i know that's where i feel more alive..
so im packing up my bags and leaving..at least i see that in my future..
new york it scares me..it's the most intimidating thing
you walk down the street and no one gives a flying fuck who you are
everyone in there own world..living there own lives..
and i'll be one of those people
trying to catch the subway ...yelling at my cab driver
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can't wait
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as for me..i'm living..i wake up and see pink