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People make my head spin. No, really, though. Could you tell me what motivates you to do these things; maybe then I'll understand. Wait, no, I won't. How does one put themselves out there to blatantly look like a complete fool. It's pathetic, and that is honestly the only way to describe it. You make me sick. Anyway, I think pathetic is by far the most degrading adjective out there. I would hate to be called pathetic, so let's hope it never happens.
Why does any of this even bother me in the first place? I don't care about you. At all. I think it's just the way I am. I have such a strong desire to never seem vulnerable to other people, and to watch someone intentionally put them self in that position is ludicrous to me.
I need to stop thinking about this. It's a waste of my time, energy, and mind.
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Graduation was good. I was just grateful to be allowed to attend. I never thought I would be graduating two demerits short of not even being there. What a crazy, unpredictable four years. I guess, I'm content with the way things went, and I'm ready for change. I think I may be the only person who doesn't think everything is changing fast enough. I want it to be August 23rd. I want to be gone. My expectations for Pittsburgh are really high; my only hope is that they are met and maybe even surpassed. I'm going to give it my best shot.
I suppose I'm done for now. I'm going to go read 1984, maybe it'll stop my head from spinning.
Why does any of this even bother me in the first place? I don't care about you. At all. I think it's just the way I am. I have such a strong desire to never seem vulnerable to other people, and to watch someone intentionally put them self in that position is ludicrous to me.
I need to stop thinking about this. It's a waste of my time, energy, and mind.
New subject.
Graduation was good. I was just grateful to be allowed to attend. I never thought I would be graduating two demerits short of not even being there. What a crazy, unpredictable four years. I guess, I'm content with the way things went, and I'm ready for change. I think I may be the only person who doesn't think everything is changing fast enough. I want it to be August 23rd. I want to be gone. My expectations for Pittsburgh are really high; my only hope is that they are met and maybe even surpassed. I'm going to give it my best shot.
I suppose I'm done for now. I'm going to go read 1984, maybe it'll stop my head from spinning.