Dec 08, 2006 16:26
I'm not my family's answering service. I'm not to blame if my mum's busy. I'm not to blame that my dad's train is late. So why the fuck am *I* the one who gets chewed out because I can't make my mum not busy, I can't make my dad's train come on time, and whatever else I did?
I admit it now. I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING THAT HAS EVER GONE WRONG IN THIS FUCKED UP WORLD OF OURS.
EVERYTHING. Nothing is exempt. I am responsible for EVERTHING that has gone wrong.
Yeah. Sure. If you believe that bullshit, I'll happily trade places with you, and YOU can personally become responsible for every fucking thing that your family wishes to do. Plus your own life.
What sucks is I don't even know when I'm gonna get out to the barn. Right now I'm just ready to fucking EXPLODE because I end up being responsible for all my mother's and brother's crap - and although my dad is fortunately self-sufficient, he expects me to be fucking perfect and respond to every single command (excuse me, I mean "request") immediately.
What the fuck.