Feb 07, 2005 19:25
Feels like someone put their hand down my throat and reached all around for my heart but couldn't find it because its in the hands of an unknown someone. Wish I knew who taht someone was. No wait...I know. Its God
Ladies and Gents...God is good. You bes' recognize.
It's funny. I sit there and think about all the wrongs in my life. I think about how they can be fixed and never ever repeated. I look around at my surroundings and notice that...hey maybe my life isn't so bad. I mean there are many people that have it way worse than I. The tears I've cried were God's way of telling me that life is hard but I can get through it. I can find the strength deep down within me to fight whatever battle I have to conquer. I do belive that there is a reason for all of this. It's just up to me to find the answer. I have to go about finding myself, but the right ways. I cannot let the devil control me or take over my actions. I am strong.
I love you, Lord; you are my strength. Psalm 18:1
<3Jesmi!
..I took this out of my xanga journal entry...heh