some changes in store
So I had a tarot reading done on friday and it confirmed what i already was suspecting. My relationship with garr is not solid anymore. We have some things we need to work out or it wont last. For some reason he is sabotoging our relationship. I dont know why nor does he. I know he is still dealing with the whole transplant and how i have changed. We had a good chat last night about it and i hadnt realized how much my transplant had affected him. The cards didnt see us staying together longer than 3 or 4 months but im not willing to let that happen. I love garr and I will do what i can to help him with this but in the end its up to him. He says he still loves me and wants to be with me, he just doesnt know why he is acting like an ass now. Perhaps he is scared of it happening again.
On happier notes, apparently i will live a long life and in two years time i should be feeling a whole lot better and happier. I also wont be picking up dog shit for the rest of my life which is a relief. I also have a double life line...kinda ironic isnt it. She said i have an angel on my shoulder! I know alot of people think its all shit and hey maybe it is some of the time but when she knew that i was very sick and could have died as well as knew the situation between me and garry it kinda floored me. Even if it was all bull it gave me some guidance and positve hope that things are going to get better for me and perhaps i can head off some disasters. The funny this is i had a tarot card reading last year about this time, from a different person and she said Garr and i will hit a point where we will have to decide if we want a relationship or not. Maybe she was just alittle off in the timing.
Anyway im feeling good, hungover from partying last night with the boys(garrys friends) and i have my horses home today and i feel like a bit of balance is being restored in my life.
Tonight im just taking it easy as i work in the morning.
On happier notes, apparently i will live a long life and in two years time i should be feeling a whole lot better and happier. I also wont be picking up dog shit for the rest of my life which is a relief. I also have a double life line...kinda ironic isnt it. She said i have an angel on my shoulder! I know alot of people think its all shit and hey maybe it is some of the time but when she knew that i was very sick and could have died as well as knew the situation between me and garry it kinda floored me. Even if it was all bull it gave me some guidance and positve hope that things are going to get better for me and perhaps i can head off some disasters. The funny this is i had a tarot card reading last year about this time, from a different person and she said Garr and i will hit a point where we will have to decide if we want a relationship or not. Maybe she was just alittle off in the timing.
Anyway im feeling good, hungover from partying last night with the boys(garrys friends) and i have my horses home today and i feel like a bit of balance is being restored in my life.
Tonight im just taking it easy as i work in the morning.