things are looking up
So far this week has been going well. ITs about frickin time too.
There is hope for my car...Dad ordered some kind of sealant from the states which is expensive but cheaper than a head gasket and it may seal it if its only a crack.
I was given the okay to teach riding lessons where i keep sunny!!yyyyyahhhhh. Im so excited. Ive been riding all week and he has been wonderful. Im really thinking of showing and getting ready no I AM SHOWING this year!!! Ive already got 2 students who are going to start next week.
Talked with my friend John Last night. He has really helped me realize some things about myself and how ive changed, but in a good way. Sometimes it helps to hear someone who is honest tell you that you are doing great and not just in a health way but mentally im doing so much better since the surgery. Im finally ready to live my life now instead of being afraid of it.
Garry and I had a nice long talk lastnight. I miss that. We used to talk all the time, now we dont. He has noticed the changes in me and i think its been hard for him to adjust. He said something lastnight that kinda struck, He said "look how much we have been through and we have only been together 4 years". We are still together and i cant imagne things getting more complicated than they were when i was sick. I hope that was the worst of relationship experiences. But im seeng alot of good coming out of it too. Im a changed person. Im not selfish anymore, Im grateful for my family and loved ones. And i have more appreciation for those around me and life. Thankyou Life.
There is hope for my car...Dad ordered some kind of sealant from the states which is expensive but cheaper than a head gasket and it may seal it if its only a crack.
I was given the okay to teach riding lessons where i keep sunny!!yyyyyahhhhh. Im so excited. Ive been riding all week and he has been wonderful. Im really thinking of showing and getting ready no I AM SHOWING this year!!! Ive already got 2 students who are going to start next week.
Talked with my friend John Last night. He has really helped me realize some things about myself and how ive changed, but in a good way. Sometimes it helps to hear someone who is honest tell you that you are doing great and not just in a health way but mentally im doing so much better since the surgery. Im finally ready to live my life now instead of being afraid of it.
Garry and I had a nice long talk lastnight. I miss that. We used to talk all the time, now we dont. He has noticed the changes in me and i think its been hard for him to adjust. He said something lastnight that kinda struck, He said "look how much we have been through and we have only been together 4 years". We are still together and i cant imagne things getting more complicated than they were when i was sick. I hope that was the worst of relationship experiences. But im seeng alot of good coming out of it too. Im a changed person. Im not selfish anymore, Im grateful for my family and loved ones. And i have more appreciation for those around me and life. Thankyou Life.