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Lots has heppened since I last wrote. I update people, I saw NIN live omg, I creamed myself. I visited my future college in Mass. and I guess thats it. Nothing exciting happens.....except sex...that seems to happen often. I'm not a slut, its the same person. But this person has me upset. It started out as a joke that he likes our manager but now its turned true and every fucking time I go into work thats all I hear about. I love him so much,I would do anything for him, I would give up everything for him. And now all I hear about is her. Plus I found out that girls always sleep over his house. I mean a shit load of people do so its not like I should even worry but I do. I dont wanna change him I just wanna be his only and that will never happen. I always tell myself that I never wanna fall in love, and now that I have, I see why i didnt want to.