Right Now
Don't you hate it when you get those feelings like you're not worth anything? Even though it might be silly to feel such a way because you must mean something special to someone.
Idk i'm weird and a lot of the time i feel like i'm not worth anybodys time. And i apologize for bugging people or i don't text a lot of people first because i know people are too busy for me at times. I know it's silly to feel like this but i do at times. One time someone special told me something that made me feel like i was worth their time "I don't take the time to listen to you, I don't have to schedule my life around you, you're part of that life. I don't take time out to live =]"
A lot of the time i feel like i'm not good enough for people, which goes along with not worth people's time. I don't think i'm someone that people will remember years to come. "i had an experience with her that i wont forget" i don't know if i'll ever have that type of affect on someone =/ You make me feel special most of the time but sometimes you don't. Especially when we discuss your experiences with "her".
Idk maybe i'm overreacting. I hate how i have a hard time letting go of the past. I try to act like it doesn't bother me in attempt for me to get over the past but no some things in the past bother me. Stupid me I know. I know i'm worth something to someone but like a lot of people i have those moments of feeling not special. That's how i'm feeling right now.
Idk i'm weird and a lot of the time i feel like i'm not worth anybodys time. And i apologize for bugging people or i don't text a lot of people first because i know people are too busy for me at times. I know it's silly to feel like this but i do at times. One time someone special told me something that made me feel like i was worth their time "I don't take the time to listen to you, I don't have to schedule my life around you, you're part of that life. I don't take time out to live =]"
A lot of the time i feel like i'm not good enough for people, which goes along with not worth people's time. I don't think i'm someone that people will remember years to come. "i had an experience with her that i wont forget" i don't know if i'll ever have that type of affect on someone =/ You make me feel special most of the time but sometimes you don't. Especially when we discuss your experiences with "her".
Idk maybe i'm overreacting. I hate how i have a hard time letting go of the past. I try to act like it doesn't bother me in attempt for me to get over the past but no some things in the past bother me. Stupid me I know. I know i'm worth something to someone but like a lot of people i have those moments of feeling not special. That's how i'm feeling right now.