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Jan 13, 2005 01:16

*sigh*

what time is it?
1:15 am.
what have i been doing for the last hour?
networking on yesthatsright MYSPACE.
what do i need to do now?
4 essays for college applications that are due in 48 hours.
how much time have i had to do this?
months and months and months and months.
what am i doing now instead of that?
updating on livejournal.

its just one addictive pointless website after another.

this week has been unpleasantly absent of: snowboarding, productiveness, good health, harmless procrastination, marijuana.

but in spite of circumstances today i felt happy. like from the inside out. like i haven't felt in a long time. today i felt loved and excited about my life and glad that entire future is up in the air for the time being. maybe this is all just due to weird hormones triggered by extreme stress???

hey, what time is it now?
1:37 am.
and what am i doing this time instead of college applications?
making a "good songs to smoke to" playlist on my itunes.

its not that i have too much time on my hands its that i dont know how to use it!
go, elise, go!
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