Thoughts of Meg & other stuff
Yesterday I went and got Meg. We got back here somewhere around 5ish. And we left here about 9am this morning, but let me tell you the time she was here was AMAZING. The drive up, the talking, the sex, the holding each other, just every thing was truely amazing.I can honestly say that I know for a fact she is THE one for me. Whether or not thing will ever work out for us in the long run is yet to be seen. So many people think I have some alterier motive for wanting to be with a girl 15 years younger than me. Why cant these people just see that we are two people very much in love and leave it at that. What is bad is that if I we say her age ora few years older than her Id be very accepted and it would almost be acceptable if I were a complete asshole. But I treat her like a Goddess. And yet just because of my age Im a bad person. When I met her I never even imagined that Id fall in love with her. We have something I have never had or felt with anyone else before. Plus we have so much in common, and yet we have our own interests. I love that we dont have everything in common. I love that fact that we have individual interests. It gives up more to talk about, more things to learn about each other. Plus it keeps us from either getting bored or feeling like we are too much alike. Christmas breas is going to be really rough on us. Meg will be working a job back home. I will most likely be working my new job. She will be over 4 hours away. I just hope we can work out 1 weekend that we can have together. I do have very high hopes for the next semester. Her housemate who is the most outspoken about me will be studying abroad, as will another housemate. And yet another housemate will be doing an internship somewhere. That will leave 3 other housemates. The one Im not sure if she has really ever said anything. I only met her like twice, and shes always with her b/f. Im not sure what the 2 remaining ones will say, but Im hoping beyond hope that I can once again go and visit Meg at her place. Yeah I could go there now, but its not worth it for Meg to have to listen to her friends tell her about it. There will be 2 new girls renting the rooms of the 2 going over seas next semester, but Im not too worried about that. Bottom line is I love Meg and will do anything to be with her. Yeah I love her and I know I write about her a lot, but hey she means the world to me and Im not afraid to let anyone know it. I cant wait to talk to her later.
OK so in to a different topic. Has anyone heard the new INXS single? or seen the video? I tried really hard not to like it, but its actually really good. They had that reality show to find a new lead singer. Maybe that was better than getting someone who had been in another band. I doubt many of my readers will follow this, but hey its my LJ so let me rant. VanHalen was and always will be with DLR as the lead singer. Yeah the Hagar era was pretty good, but it was NOT VanHalen. But what was really bad was when they got Gary Cherone, formerly or Extreme, to replace Sammy. Gary was great in Extreme and all, but when he joined VH it was like he was trying to sound like Sammy, and what was really really odd was Eddies guitar sounded strangely like Nuno, from Extreme. I really hate when a band says, "if one of us leaves/dies that will be the end of the band" yeah right. At one time Motley Crue was my fave band. They said time and time again how the Crue would stop being if one of them ever left. What fucking BS. I know there are a few other bands, but the band that I have the MOST respect for in this area is Led Zeppelin. When John Bonham died that was the end of Zeppelin. Yeah they did get together a couple times for special one off type things. But they never tried to go back in the studio make a new album and tour under the Zeppelin banner. And when they did get together, I think 3 times after Johns death 2 of those times they had his son Jason sit in on drums. Hell The Doors, one of my all time favourite bands tried to carry on after Jims "death?" And then recently they have toured with Ian Ashbury, the Cult, on vocals. Im not saying that if someone leaves or dies the others shouldnt keep going on. Some bands seem to have a revolving door though. How many changes have there been in KISS? How many incarnations of Deep Purple? Whitesnake? Black Sabbath? Quiet Riot? and countless others. I just hate it more when they claim a band is only those members, but they never mean it. Some things I do find funny about this though. Did you know that Don Dokken can not tour under his own sir name? He was taken to court and sued by former band memebers. Sure Ozzy has had a revolving door of musicians, but he is a solo act who happens to always have a kick ass band backing him. I dont know ranting about this has put me in the mood to listen to the Album- Stairway to Heaven/Highway to Hell. Its by the Make a Difference Foundation. It was done back in '89 and is an album with Ozzy, Motley Crue, Scorpians, Skid Row, Cinderella, Bon Jovi, and Gorky Park. Basically the album is all cover songs. The deal is each band had to do a cover of a song by a group who lost a member to either drugs or alcohol. They even did a concert in Moscow, called the Moscow Music Peace Fest. Here's a track listing just in case anyone cares.
Gorky Park - My Generation (the Who)
Scorpions - I cant Explain (the Who)
Ozzy - Purple Haze (Jimi Hendrix)
Cinderella - Move Over (Janis Joplin)
Motely Crue- Teaser (Deep Purple)
Bon Jovi-The Boys Are back In Town (Thin Lizzy)
Drum Madness(Tico Torres, Jason Bonham, Mickey Curry) - Mobey Dick (Zeppelin)
And then there is a jam. I thought Skid Row was on the album, but I guess they just went to the Festival in Moscow.
Now my mind is racing about some of the old groups I loved back in high school. I need to find out whatever happened to Lenny Wolfe who was the lead singer of Kingdom Come. And well there are a lot more I need to go and google.
In closing I just need to say this; Meg I dont know what the future holds for us, or if we have a future together. But I am loving living each and every day of the present. We both have pasts that can not be changed no matter how much we wish we could change them. But if we could change our pasts it could have changed things for the present.
OK so in to a different topic. Has anyone heard the new INXS single? or seen the video? I tried really hard not to like it, but its actually really good. They had that reality show to find a new lead singer. Maybe that was better than getting someone who had been in another band. I doubt many of my readers will follow this, but hey its my LJ so let me rant. VanHalen was and always will be with DLR as the lead singer. Yeah the Hagar era was pretty good, but it was NOT VanHalen. But what was really bad was when they got Gary Cherone, formerly or Extreme, to replace Sammy. Gary was great in Extreme and all, but when he joined VH it was like he was trying to sound like Sammy, and what was really really odd was Eddies guitar sounded strangely like Nuno, from Extreme. I really hate when a band says, "if one of us leaves/dies that will be the end of the band" yeah right. At one time Motley Crue was my fave band. They said time and time again how the Crue would stop being if one of them ever left. What fucking BS. I know there are a few other bands, but the band that I have the MOST respect for in this area is Led Zeppelin. When John Bonham died that was the end of Zeppelin. Yeah they did get together a couple times for special one off type things. But they never tried to go back in the studio make a new album and tour under the Zeppelin banner. And when they did get together, I think 3 times after Johns death 2 of those times they had his son Jason sit in on drums. Hell The Doors, one of my all time favourite bands tried to carry on after Jims "death?" And then recently they have toured with Ian Ashbury, the Cult, on vocals. Im not saying that if someone leaves or dies the others shouldnt keep going on. Some bands seem to have a revolving door though. How many changes have there been in KISS? How many incarnations of Deep Purple? Whitesnake? Black Sabbath? Quiet Riot? and countless others. I just hate it more when they claim a band is only those members, but they never mean it. Some things I do find funny about this though. Did you know that Don Dokken can not tour under his own sir name? He was taken to court and sued by former band memebers. Sure Ozzy has had a revolving door of musicians, but he is a solo act who happens to always have a kick ass band backing him. I dont know ranting about this has put me in the mood to listen to the Album- Stairway to Heaven/Highway to Hell. Its by the Make a Difference Foundation. It was done back in '89 and is an album with Ozzy, Motley Crue, Scorpians, Skid Row, Cinderella, Bon Jovi, and Gorky Park. Basically the album is all cover songs. The deal is each band had to do a cover of a song by a group who lost a member to either drugs or alcohol. They even did a concert in Moscow, called the Moscow Music Peace Fest. Here's a track listing just in case anyone cares.
Gorky Park - My Generation (the Who)
Scorpions - I cant Explain (the Who)
Ozzy - Purple Haze (Jimi Hendrix)
Cinderella - Move Over (Janis Joplin)
Motely Crue- Teaser (Deep Purple)
Bon Jovi-The Boys Are back In Town (Thin Lizzy)
Drum Madness(Tico Torres, Jason Bonham, Mickey Curry) - Mobey Dick (Zeppelin)
And then there is a jam. I thought Skid Row was on the album, but I guess they just went to the Festival in Moscow.
Now my mind is racing about some of the old groups I loved back in high school. I need to find out whatever happened to Lenny Wolfe who was the lead singer of Kingdom Come. And well there are a lot more I need to go and google.
In closing I just need to say this; Meg I dont know what the future holds for us, or if we have a future together. But I am loving living each and every day of the present. We both have pasts that can not be changed no matter how much we wish we could change them. But if we could change our pasts it could have changed things for the present.