I'm Emotional...So Shoot Me
I’ve never been so lonely as to when I found the love of my life.
It sounds like a contradiction but it’s the sad, miserable, truth. I found that it’s harder to be in love and not be able to spend time with that person then it is to have never found love. Till this day I would have never in a million years thought that I would say such an outrageous statement. But times ensue. Before I found love, I never knew what I was missing. Ignorance is bliss.
People take for granted the time they can spend with a loved one. The times spend talking and cuddling. The times of going out to an ordinary dinner. The times spend laying around on a lazy Saturday afternoon. The in-between times of being bored and trying to find things to do. Most people do not have to ever really miss their someone. Miss their arms around you. Miss their smile and laugh. Miss their kiss. Miss their smell. Miss their warmth. Miss their presence…
Yet, once you find your love, you can not let go no matter how long you have to wait to never have to miss them again. And that’s what I’m in the long haul for. I will miss him now because I know he is worth missing. I will feel as if I am incomplete just to anticipate the feeling of completeness. I will give half of my heart because he will give half of his and we will both be whole again. I know the day in which I don’t have to shed a tear upon departure will be the sweetest of all. I know I have him for life. And loneliness is just the rain before the rainbow.
It sounds like a contradiction but it’s the sad, miserable, truth. I found that it’s harder to be in love and not be able to spend time with that person then it is to have never found love. Till this day I would have never in a million years thought that I would say such an outrageous statement. But times ensue. Before I found love, I never knew what I was missing. Ignorance is bliss.
People take for granted the time they can spend with a loved one. The times spend talking and cuddling. The times of going out to an ordinary dinner. The times spend laying around on a lazy Saturday afternoon. The in-between times of being bored and trying to find things to do. Most people do not have to ever really miss their someone. Miss their arms around you. Miss their smile and laugh. Miss their kiss. Miss their smell. Miss their warmth. Miss their presence…
Yet, once you find your love, you can not let go no matter how long you have to wait to never have to miss them again. And that’s what I’m in the long haul for. I will miss him now because I know he is worth missing. I will feel as if I am incomplete just to anticipate the feeling of completeness. I will give half of my heart because he will give half of his and we will both be whole again. I know the day in which I don’t have to shed a tear upon departure will be the sweetest of all. I know I have him for life. And loneliness is just the rain before the rainbow.