Sep 29, 2008 00:58
Why do i even write in here? because i know you read it. I miss you. But you deserve the world. Something i can not give to you. You deserve everything and i have nothing to offer but trust issues, panic attacks, confusion and heart ache. I wasnt asking for you to sit here and wait for me to be ready, i was just saying im not going n e where.
I dont know who i am without you, and that scares the hell out of me. Without you i lose control. This isnt me. I dont want to be this, But with you i just hurt you and i cant do that to yuo ne more. God i miss you.