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i could build something or make something. i could cook something. i could eat something. i could walk to 7-11 and buy a pack of cigarettes that i want to want but hate to smoke. i could cut all of my hair off. i could go for a run. its hot. im sweaty on this island ive created. i like to see how much the flower seed ive planted grow everyday. i like waiting for the mail. i kind of like turning the compost pile. i like when it start to get cool. i like thinking about sex. i dont like too much all at once.
okay start over.
maybe if i...or i could...this...well... ill just think about that for a little while...
i feel like i am falling in and out of life. somedays i forget that i exist. sometimes everything seems like a diorama and its hard to touch anything. but i still like to laugh and i like things to be simple. and i dont want to talk so much about life, just laugh about it.
okay start over.
maybe if i...or i could...this...well... ill just think about that for a little while...
i feel like i am falling in and out of life. somedays i forget that i exist. sometimes everything seems like a diorama and its hard to touch anything. but i still like to laugh and i like things to be simple. and i dont want to talk so much about life, just laugh about it.