Dec 14, 2006 22:53
so
feeling like a fool for missing the paid account offer of whenever that was.
and for not talking to people when I had the chance.
found my first* gra/ey hair yesterday
I'm an old man
or something
and I drink
and stuff
Have no idea what my adult life is going to be
just no that I want one. etc.
I miss my friends.
I miss my youth.
I miss a lot
Last night I was with a "neanderthal"
today, I think he's a method actor
Obviously, the truth lies inbetween.
I need to realize that everthing isn't going to be handed to me on a silver platter.
I need to write. Or something.
And, since I've wished it to one, I'll wish it to all... I mean, Jews in Australia will be kindling the lights in a matter of hours.
Happy Chanukkah, one and all.
Remember me.
but not like that.
not killing myself,
j
*oh, yes (edit) I swear I found my first grey when I was like 9 (your guess is as good as mine) could have been a dream, you know how hard I find it to tell the difference. Grey, white, red, blonde, black, and brown.
The next time I see you, I better tell you I love you. {this phrase only valid, for people I know... hey, you said hi. you have to live with my undying love, alright?)