WTF is happening?
ain't highschool lovely? i'm going thru another one of my moods where i feel as if i'm left in the dust, everyone's moved on with new friends, and no one talks to me or loves me, except the people who are in my daily life. everyone, including myself, is changing. people's friendships are tearing apart, then mending, then ripping again, then mending. its great people can become friends again, but make up your friggin minds. i really need to stop doing the same thing every weekend, and go do something with someone, but everyone has their own little plans, and i'd feel weird if i was counted in last minute cuz i'd feel like i was interfering. no one calls me anymore. But im happy cuz brendan is now starting to call me every now and then. Thanks Brendan, even tho you dont read this. i supposed i should call people, too, instead of just feeling sorry for myself and waiting for other to call me. But who? people usually blow me off (not that way, you sick fucks) to go do something else. I mean, hell, who needs to talk to Chelsea? She's just some stupid bitch whos absorbed in her own life, and does EVERYTHING w/ her b/f. And Justin, i dont mean that as in i hate spending time with you. chill. But also, there's another problem: money. i applied for Publix...maybe they'll hire me. On the brightside, i'm starting Weightlifting. i wanna weight machine for Christmas. Another bright point: i'm able to drive, legally now. But of course, my parents gotta be with me. anyways, im gonna end this entry and go call someone. i should call brendan back. i didnt call him back the other night...but he may be in bed by now. ::sigh:: i got homework to do. Ms. Taylor is REALLY wroking us hard. We not only have to do 4 articles a month, but we had the science fair to do, during that, we had to do some timeline project, AND we still do some lab write-ups about once a week. ok, im done ranting.