find a penny, pick it up, and all day long you'll have a goodluck♥
"Superstition lies in the space between what we can control and what we can't.
Find a penny, pick it up, all day long you'll have good luck.
No one wants to pass up a chance for good luck.
Why do we bother doing those strange things?
We rely on superstitions because we're smart enough to know we don't have all the answers.. and that life works in mysterious ways. Don't diss the juju, from wherever it comes."
it's me semi-freakin' out.. then I'll calm down.
it's been going on the whole week. whole week or over a month whenever it crosses my mind. but today its getting serious, because tomorrow is the day,people.
I know I'm really a worrier, I worry soo much.. I worry on every lil thing but I NEVER worry on such things as going back to school,
its so un-me, un-doris likeee.. :[
so its a bit strange that I'm feeling this way.
pheww, the thing I've been putting off for 6 years will FINALLY happen, or will HAPPEN this weekend. and I so intend to realize it, its been my dream, the one thing I've been thinking about everytime a new year starts thinking that in some year, come June it might HAPPEN, and well it DID now. So its normal that I'm kinda freakin' out at least I thought its normal. And yes, all my previous blogs with all the knowing && not knowing has to do with this.
You know that feeling, the feeling when you haven't been to school for so long that you kinda lose some confidence and felt not smart enough going back, I don't know about you but since I was a kid I always felt that school is one place I am very secure of, I always felt its my territory. ;]
HAH. I need help like serious help from whoever it may come, seriously.
I need comforting&&assuring words, I need those that I could make it,
that I could make it HAPPEN. I knew then I COULD.
Prioritizing on more important things will be a good start.
I NEED MY FOCUS BACK. I JUST NEED IT.
or maybe this is what I really needed... le sighhh
feelsss good now.