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Wow. So, it's been about 5 months since I last updated Livejorunal. That's a little crazy.
What can I catch you up on in the last 5 months... I've moved into South City Botanical Gardens district, which is very nice. But, I really miss UNiversity City to be honest. It had a bit of me and I always think about it. I went from 2 jobs to 1, though that might change soon or work altogether might change. Money is severely tight, in a sense there's not enough for basic living, so I'm broadening my options. Modeling is something that more fell into the past. I stopped caring and trying to compete in this city since there's no money in it and I do'nt feel like moving to another city. So, I do a few projects here and there as a hobby if I can get it around work. Promotions are a lot better, but few.
Oh, I cut my hair. It's not down past my hips anymore. It's somewhere around my shoulderblades/chest. And It's a darker brown/black instead of honey brown. I miss that too. Mostly the color and how lovely it was so long. But it was a royal pain in the ass.
I've also found someone that I've been with for the last 6 months, everyday for the last 6 months. Love is definately there. And yet, it makes me wonder. Is this for me? I think we all have that question. Especially when we're used to being alone and unruled. But I think of my future. Is he best for me? Am I considering this too early? This being the thought of having someone in your future. And I know that makes me selfish to think he may not because at present we're both struggling. And well, I'm struggling a little bit because of him. But that feels too private for me to talk about here. Because I'm not trying to make him out to be anything negative. I'm just definately more of the provider of the pair.
I may be stagehanding for the upcoming St.Louis Suicidegirls burlesque show. That ought to be fun. Last year I was disappointed. A bit in the act, because it was all the same and things I used to do ages ago when I was a fetish performer and I guess I felt it should had ben more considering how much money they run with,.. but also in the "staff". I've said it in other forums. It was catty. Trying to introduce myself ot the other girls of the show since we're both of the same site,.. well.. was rude on their part. But I'll give it another shot.
Ok, I'm done typing.
What can I catch you up on in the last 5 months... I've moved into South City Botanical Gardens district, which is very nice. But, I really miss UNiversity City to be honest. It had a bit of me and I always think about it. I went from 2 jobs to 1, though that might change soon or work altogether might change. Money is severely tight, in a sense there's not enough for basic living, so I'm broadening my options. Modeling is something that more fell into the past. I stopped caring and trying to compete in this city since there's no money in it and I do'nt feel like moving to another city. So, I do a few projects here and there as a hobby if I can get it around work. Promotions are a lot better, but few.
Oh, I cut my hair. It's not down past my hips anymore. It's somewhere around my shoulderblades/chest. And It's a darker brown/black instead of honey brown. I miss that too. Mostly the color and how lovely it was so long. But it was a royal pain in the ass.
I've also found someone that I've been with for the last 6 months, everyday for the last 6 months. Love is definately there. And yet, it makes me wonder. Is this for me? I think we all have that question. Especially when we're used to being alone and unruled. But I think of my future. Is he best for me? Am I considering this too early? This being the thought of having someone in your future. And I know that makes me selfish to think he may not because at present we're both struggling. And well, I'm struggling a little bit because of him. But that feels too private for me to talk about here. Because I'm not trying to make him out to be anything negative. I'm just definately more of the provider of the pair.
I may be stagehanding for the upcoming St.Louis Suicidegirls burlesque show. That ought to be fun. Last year I was disappointed. A bit in the act, because it was all the same and things I used to do ages ago when I was a fetish performer and I guess I felt it should had ben more considering how much money they run with,.. but also in the "staff". I've said it in other forums. It was catty. Trying to introduce myself ot the other girls of the show since we're both of the same site,.. well.. was rude on their part. But I'll give it another shot.
Ok, I'm done typing.