May 17, 2005 18:27
the agony of being around you will kill me
but your sent your face makes me smile
to touch you makes me wonder if what i'm doing is right
i could die with you but i know that i'll will die with out you
you are not meant for me right now...
and i'll never know if you're meant for me at anytime
and for you i sit here and suffer when i know that i should walk away then cry
i wish that your eyes i could open... and let you see what's inside
but i cant do that without really knowing what's to come...
all i know is that i think i love you
and for that i want to tear my heart out and stump it aside
because its useless at the moment...
and it only makes thigs worse
so i wish i could be cold and hartless
to walk away from it all