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OK, so I am kind of torn on what to do. I REALLY wanna move to new York if we can. I like it their and my family is their and my mom really wants to move to PA wich is a hop, skip, and a jump away from New York. But right now I have something good going on for me. Granted I am not getting paid for it and their is no guarantee I will ever get paid for it but I am having fun.
All that has to happen is Siobhán has to get dropped to a category 4 in the EFMP program and we can go.
I mean, sure I can get an internship in NY but I don't know. UGH!!! I am just so damn frustrated with all of this. Their is also the issue of, sure we will be in NY but how often will I get to see my family since they will be 3 hours away from us. I guess on the weekends we can take tunrs driving to eachothers houses but I don't know.
I guess it's just that I am so tired of California. It's too expensive to live here. Apartments in Saratogs (whee we'd be in NY) are cheaper then they are here. A little bit smaller but cheaper none the less.
Their is a job Galen can do here but he can't advance as quickly as he can if he became a nuke instructor and that is really what we need. Less advancement means less in retirement.
On another note. Had my surgery yesterday and it went well but my left ear hurts so damn bad and everything is so damn loud. Is the world really this loud?? My left ear also had a LOT of dried blood in it this morning. That was kind of gross.
K, well, I'm gonna take some Tylenol and lay down.
All that has to happen is Siobhán has to get dropped to a category 4 in the EFMP program and we can go.
I mean, sure I can get an internship in NY but I don't know. UGH!!! I am just so damn frustrated with all of this. Their is also the issue of, sure we will be in NY but how often will I get to see my family since they will be 3 hours away from us. I guess on the weekends we can take tunrs driving to eachothers houses but I don't know.
I guess it's just that I am so tired of California. It's too expensive to live here. Apartments in Saratogs (whee we'd be in NY) are cheaper then they are here. A little bit smaller but cheaper none the less.
Their is a job Galen can do here but he can't advance as quickly as he can if he became a nuke instructor and that is really what we need. Less advancement means less in retirement.
On another note. Had my surgery yesterday and it went well but my left ear hurts so damn bad and everything is so damn loud. Is the world really this loud?? My left ear also had a LOT of dried blood in it this morning. That was kind of gross.
K, well, I'm gonna take some Tylenol and lay down.