Apr 14, 2009 02:44
I don't even know who reads this thing anymore.
oh well.
My life is so weird.
I have the coolest living situation ever.
I get to play parties. I get to be independent, and focus on my life and what I want.....
It's cool.
I like it.
I'm happy.
I met a boy.
I like him so much, but I am scared of getting attached. I am scared of having my life taken over by a relationship again.
I don't want to fall into old patterns.
I feel like I can finally do it myself. I feel like I can take care of myself. you know?
OK, so truly, I am really plastered, and I am waiting for my awesome roommate to come home and cook me food. I really just needed a distraction that is time consuming enough to keep me awake until he feeds me.
I suck.
Life rocks.
shit happens.
I'm alive.
I love life.