the wreck and some other stuff
i meant to update sooner but i didn't. so i'll clue you in on my horrible day 7-12-05 (i think).
it was going good and i was hanging out with matt. and we were swimming when we started talking about tiffie cause she had just called and wanted me to go pool hopping with her. and he said that i couldn't go and i got pissed off and walked back over to his house (crying) and changed. he wanted to know what was wrong (b/c he couldn't remember ((he forgets a lot))) and i told him to think about it. and i walked out of his house and just walked down the street and cried for awhile. then i walked back to his house and got my stuff and put it in my car but i dropped my keys, and he picked them up and wouldn't give them back to me so i got even more pissed off and walked out again. so i called caitie and tiffie on caitie's cell phone and had to leave them a voicemail cuz they were on the mountain. but they eventually called back (i was still in the same place) and i told them what happened. they said that they'd be right there.so i waited and waited and waited and in the meantime matt called my cell and i hung up on him before he could say anything. so he called back again and i didn't answer and he left me a voicemail and said that he was worried about me and that he loved me. so i listen to it and still remain in the same place. a little while later matt and seth come down the street on their bikes looking for me. and i started bitching at matt cuz he still had no idea what was going on. then i call caitie n tiffie back to see how far they were. and tiffie answered crying, "we flipped caitie's car" well...i started freaking out. i asked them if they were okay and they said that they only had cuts on their knees, and told me some of the other stuff. i told them that i would be right there and that i loved them. i hung up and told matt to give me my keys, he could tell that something was horribly wrong. so he gave them to me and asked what happened and i flipped out on him...again...and told him that they flipped caitie's car on their way coming to pick me up. and with that i bolted to my car. i didn't even have a chance to start my car before i broke down in tears. matt told seth not to let me leave and he ran into his house. i'm balling my eyes out.he came back out and took my keys away. it was past 930/10 by then i started screaming at him. i told him to "give me my fucking keys" and shit like that. and then he told me that his neighbor was giong to drive me up there and that he was going to. i flipped out...again...and told him that tiffie and caitie hated him and that i hated him. and he said that he didn't care. and matts neighbor came out to my car and told me to go with him. i just followed, cuz i knew i was in no condition to drive. and matt came along despite everything i said to him. he told his neighbor that i was really upset at him, and then he said, "maybe she'll thank me later" but i was so glad that he came. they kept telling me to calm down and just breath. which was very hard to do.( i mean what if it was your 2 best friends that were in the accident? you'd be the same way.) matt just put his arm around me and i just started getting more upset and put my head on him and just cried. i kept saying that it was my fault that they wrecked. because i was upset and they were coming to "rescue" me. cuz they're such wonderful friends. i love them so much. but Matt and his neighbor were like you need to stop crying and tell me where to go and i told them and just kept crying. i started to calm down when matt's neighbor said that i needed to be strong when i saw them. because if i was upset, it would just make the situation for all of us worse. so i finally calmed down. i almost pushed matt out of the truck when i saw the car while the truck was still moving. but as soon as his neighbor stopped i jumped out and ran over to my girls barefoot (i didn't have a chance to put on my shoes which were back at matt's house) and just hugged them and i told them that it was okay. and tiffany said that it was her fault that they wrecked because they were going too fast on the dirt/stone road, and that she knew better than to speed because she's on that road a lot. (later she said that she was speeding was because last time i got in a horrible arguement/fight i ended up cutting myself, and she didn't want anything like that to happen again.) its almost like she was risking everything for me and it made me feel a little more worse. well we ended up calling matt's dad cause he didn't live too far away from the road and knew where it was at and he came. he hurried b/c when matt called, the phone kept cutting out and all he heard was rag valley mountain and accident and assumed that matt and i got in an accident. so he tried his best to help. and caitie's mom showed up. and not too long later the police and paramedics showed up. and matt and i were talking and he sorta felt like it was his fault because he said something about me not being allowed to hangout with tiff anymore and getting me pissed and then not giving me my keys. but we all agreed that it was no one's fault. and that it was just a bad day. after all the paper work, me tiffie and matt stayed at matt's dad's house at like midnight and watched movies all night. i ended up getting pissed off again in the early morning at matt and left the living room and went into the laundry room and just started crying and matt came in a little bit after and saw that i was crying and stuff and did his best to comfort me and apologize. and we made up again. then we walked back into the living room and layed down and i was still crying. and i guess tiffie could tell that i was crying again when i walked to the bathroom to blow my nose cuz she came in and we talked and cried and talked and cried. and then matt came in and we all talked and decided to go back into the living room and watch some more movies. and then the rest of the night got better. we definately didn't get much sleep. but i think that i got the most which was like a couple of hours and i had to work that night til 4am the next day. so i was very tired by the end of my shift. but everyone's happy now. caitie's car is sitting in front of her dad's house cause he's...yeah. lets just say he just like my dad. but not as bad. but wow its mangled. totalled actually. but i have no idea what i would do without my girls. i love you<3
so i leave next saturday (the 23rd of July) for South Korea. and i'll be back the 17th of August...that's 3 weeks and 4 days without BOOBDAB<3 and Matthew<33, and of course Taco!!!
theReIsNoIfX3: i leave next saturday!!
GetNaked DotCom: awsome
GetNaked DotCom: sneak me away w/ u
theReIsNoIfX3: haha
GetNaked DotCom: I fit in a duffle bag
theReIsNoIfX3: omg
theReIsNoIfX3: i can fit in the school lockers
GetNaked DotCom: and I'm lite weight
GetNaked DotCom: seriously though if u brought me to korea UI'd probly be after every single female I encountered
theReIsNoIfX3: yeah more than likely :-P
theReIsNoIfX3: "you have a thing for Asians"
GetNaked DotCom: it's just out of all the asian cultures I think koreans are the hottest
GetNaked DotCom: they're just generally better lookin girls
theReIsNoIfX3: haha. because you dated 2 of them?
GetNaked DotCom: that doesn't mean I've only looked at 2 of them
theReIsNoIfX3: oOo
theReIsNoIfX3: and you can tell the difference between the different types of Asians
GetNaked DotCom: depending
GetNaked DotCom: I can tell koreans
GetNaked DotCom: easily
theReIsNoIfX3: rigiht
theReIsNoIfX3: right**
GetNaked DotCom: lol
it was going good and i was hanging out with matt. and we were swimming when we started talking about tiffie cause she had just called and wanted me to go pool hopping with her. and he said that i couldn't go and i got pissed off and walked back over to his house (crying) and changed. he wanted to know what was wrong (b/c he couldn't remember ((he forgets a lot))) and i told him to think about it. and i walked out of his house and just walked down the street and cried for awhile. then i walked back to his house and got my stuff and put it in my car but i dropped my keys, and he picked them up and wouldn't give them back to me so i got even more pissed off and walked out again. so i called caitie and tiffie on caitie's cell phone and had to leave them a voicemail cuz they were on the mountain. but they eventually called back (i was still in the same place) and i told them what happened. they said that they'd be right there.so i waited and waited and waited and in the meantime matt called my cell and i hung up on him before he could say anything. so he called back again and i didn't answer and he left me a voicemail and said that he was worried about me and that he loved me. so i listen to it and still remain in the same place. a little while later matt and seth come down the street on their bikes looking for me. and i started bitching at matt cuz he still had no idea what was going on. then i call caitie n tiffie back to see how far they were. and tiffie answered crying, "we flipped caitie's car" well...i started freaking out. i asked them if they were okay and they said that they only had cuts on their knees, and told me some of the other stuff. i told them that i would be right there and that i loved them. i hung up and told matt to give me my keys, he could tell that something was horribly wrong. so he gave them to me and asked what happened and i flipped out on him...again...and told him that they flipped caitie's car on their way coming to pick me up. and with that i bolted to my car. i didn't even have a chance to start my car before i broke down in tears. matt told seth not to let me leave and he ran into his house. i'm balling my eyes out.he came back out and took my keys away. it was past 930/10 by then i started screaming at him. i told him to "give me my fucking keys" and shit like that. and then he told me that his neighbor was giong to drive me up there and that he was going to. i flipped out...again...and told him that tiffie and caitie hated him and that i hated him. and he said that he didn't care. and matts neighbor came out to my car and told me to go with him. i just followed, cuz i knew i was in no condition to drive. and matt came along despite everything i said to him. he told his neighbor that i was really upset at him, and then he said, "maybe she'll thank me later" but i was so glad that he came. they kept telling me to calm down and just breath. which was very hard to do.( i mean what if it was your 2 best friends that were in the accident? you'd be the same way.) matt just put his arm around me and i just started getting more upset and put my head on him and just cried. i kept saying that it was my fault that they wrecked. because i was upset and they were coming to "rescue" me. cuz they're such wonderful friends. i love them so much. but Matt and his neighbor were like you need to stop crying and tell me where to go and i told them and just kept crying. i started to calm down when matt's neighbor said that i needed to be strong when i saw them. because if i was upset, it would just make the situation for all of us worse. so i finally calmed down. i almost pushed matt out of the truck when i saw the car while the truck was still moving. but as soon as his neighbor stopped i jumped out and ran over to my girls barefoot (i didn't have a chance to put on my shoes which were back at matt's house) and just hugged them and i told them that it was okay. and tiffany said that it was her fault that they wrecked because they were going too fast on the dirt/stone road, and that she knew better than to speed because she's on that road a lot. (later she said that she was speeding was because last time i got in a horrible arguement/fight i ended up cutting myself, and she didn't want anything like that to happen again.) its almost like she was risking everything for me and it made me feel a little more worse. well we ended up calling matt's dad cause he didn't live too far away from the road and knew where it was at and he came. he hurried b/c when matt called, the phone kept cutting out and all he heard was rag valley mountain and accident and assumed that matt and i got in an accident. so he tried his best to help. and caitie's mom showed up. and not too long later the police and paramedics showed up. and matt and i were talking and he sorta felt like it was his fault because he said something about me not being allowed to hangout with tiff anymore and getting me pissed and then not giving me my keys. but we all agreed that it was no one's fault. and that it was just a bad day. after all the paper work, me tiffie and matt stayed at matt's dad's house at like midnight and watched movies all night. i ended up getting pissed off again in the early morning at matt and left the living room and went into the laundry room and just started crying and matt came in a little bit after and saw that i was crying and stuff and did his best to comfort me and apologize. and we made up again. then we walked back into the living room and layed down and i was still crying. and i guess tiffie could tell that i was crying again when i walked to the bathroom to blow my nose cuz she came in and we talked and cried and talked and cried. and then matt came in and we all talked and decided to go back into the living room and watch some more movies. and then the rest of the night got better. we definately didn't get much sleep. but i think that i got the most which was like a couple of hours and i had to work that night til 4am the next day. so i was very tired by the end of my shift. but everyone's happy now. caitie's car is sitting in front of her dad's house cause he's...yeah. lets just say he just like my dad. but not as bad. but wow its mangled. totalled actually. but i have no idea what i would do without my girls. i love you<3
so i leave next saturday (the 23rd of July) for South Korea. and i'll be back the 17th of August...that's 3 weeks and 4 days without BOOBDAB<3 and Matthew<33, and of course Taco!!!
theReIsNoIfX3: i leave next saturday!!
GetNaked DotCom: awsome
GetNaked DotCom: sneak me away w/ u
theReIsNoIfX3: haha
GetNaked DotCom: I fit in a duffle bag
theReIsNoIfX3: omg
theReIsNoIfX3: i can fit in the school lockers
GetNaked DotCom: and I'm lite weight
GetNaked DotCom: seriously though if u brought me to korea UI'd probly be after every single female I encountered
theReIsNoIfX3: yeah more than likely :-P
theReIsNoIfX3: "you have a thing for Asians"
GetNaked DotCom: it's just out of all the asian cultures I think koreans are the hottest
GetNaked DotCom: they're just generally better lookin girls
theReIsNoIfX3: haha. because you dated 2 of them?
GetNaked DotCom: that doesn't mean I've only looked at 2 of them
theReIsNoIfX3: oOo
theReIsNoIfX3: and you can tell the difference between the different types of Asians
GetNaked DotCom: depending
GetNaked DotCom: I can tell koreans
GetNaked DotCom: easily
theReIsNoIfX3: rigiht
theReIsNoIfX3: right**
GetNaked DotCom: lol