*I'm heading down a lonely highway*
soo ive only been home like a day and everything is commin crashing down on me.... i dunno wat to do or how to think....pretty much im not allowed to show my feelins to my rents anymore... EVER..... its awful to have sumone who u think cares about u tell u that.... im just a burden and theyre 12 days without me were amazing i guess... watever fuck it i just wanna run away and never come back... honestly... wat do i have to lose.... i wouldnt put stress on anyone.... i wouldnt hafta deal with all the awful shit at school which im dreading a ton.... i would get away from all the hurt and the drama.... y the hell not.... if only i had the money to just move sumwhere and not tell anyone... just start a whole new life by myself....
its rediculous how much shit has just happened in the one day im back.... im so overwelmed by everything rite now i dont kno how to deal.... my body is just ready to shut down.... im trapped inside my head all the time now.... blah i just wish everything was ok.... people always let me down....
its rediculous how much shit has just happened in the one day im back.... im so overwelmed by everything rite now i dont kno how to deal.... my body is just ready to shut down.... im trapped inside my head all the time now.... blah i just wish everything was ok.... people always let me down....