*I'm just see-through faded super jaded*
ok so my minds on overload so bare with me kiddos....
have u ever just felt completely alone and cant explain it.... like theres sumthen wrong with u that makes it so u just dont fit in quite rite anywhere....like u want sumthen so so bad and u just cant reach it.... have u ever just looked upon ur past and realized all the dumb mistakes uve made and thought hey what if i actually been brave and stuck up for uself or wat if i just did sumthen different....or look to ur future and just feel hopeless.... like what u want just wont or cant happen.... like theres sumthen missin... something of huuuge importance
sumtimes it feels like people r just going through the movements of being a "friend" or being "kind".... like they have alterior motives for being nice
i wish i could just go to a lil island.... and whoever were true and genuine would be there too... and they we would live... away from all the people who live for themseleves and in the end could give 2 shits about others unless it benefits them
ya so this is wat i get for havin a snow day and havin the whole day to myself.... my mind is on completere overdrive and i just cant shut it off.... the more hours that pass the deepers i start to think.... sorry for this entry... u can just ignore it.... i just needed to get shit off my chest....
have u ever just felt completely alone and cant explain it.... like theres sumthen wrong with u that makes it so u just dont fit in quite rite anywhere....like u want sumthen so so bad and u just cant reach it.... have u ever just looked upon ur past and realized all the dumb mistakes uve made and thought hey what if i actually been brave and stuck up for uself or wat if i just did sumthen different....or look to ur future and just feel hopeless.... like what u want just wont or cant happen.... like theres sumthen missin... something of huuuge importance
sumtimes it feels like people r just going through the movements of being a "friend" or being "kind".... like they have alterior motives for being nice
i wish i could just go to a lil island.... and whoever were true and genuine would be there too... and they we would live... away from all the people who live for themseleves and in the end could give 2 shits about others unless it benefits them
ya so this is wat i get for havin a snow day and havin the whole day to myself.... my mind is on completere overdrive and i just cant shut it off.... the more hours that pass the deepers i start to think.... sorry for this entry... u can just ignore it.... i just needed to get shit off my chest....