I need to vent.

Jan 19, 2009 12:31

So I get woken up by my phone ringing, Tryied not to pay attention to it, but it rang again, so I decieded to look at it. To my suprise it was my exhusband. After the separation we still talked once in awhile, but never really got to see each other, i guess it was better that way. Well he called me and said he was outside. i of course didn't believe him, until he told me what was going on outside, which tripped me out, well he asked me out to brunch and i declined, for two reasons, not cool and my mother having me under house arrested due to me being ill.

I finally decided to go outside and say hi, we were talking for about half an hour, when josh showed up. Josh is my brother, Josh went crazy in anger. cut infront of Isaias's car, yelling at me "what the fuck is he doing here". then directed to him saying "Get the fuck out of here" "you where leaving now, right" "Don't you ever fucking come back here." Ugh.....i understand that my brother cares for me, but if he knew me, he would know that we where just talking and not doing anything else, not to mention, there is no possiblity in hell that he and i would ever get back together. He has no reason to act the way he did. I don't do that to his people, and i wouldn't embarrase him like so. Well i might now, he better pray that his gf, neve fucks up on him cause i can be worse than him. I think there is a way of dealing with things. I mean hello it's been 3 years and if i'm over it, he should be too. like i said i see that he cares, but don't act like this only when u find it convinient.

I know i'm overreacting, My brother cares for me and that is why he did it. I guess i'm more upset that my ex had the guts to come and look for me at my moms house. UGH! But i'm ok. Not reading more into his visit.

back to uploading music on my ipod.
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