Nov 21, 2007 15:01
so i've been spending a lot of time with my bf, it's as if we are practically living together, which i'm usually against, but when i'm not with him i miss him like crazy, and i keep fearing that we are going to end up hating each other if we keep spending so much time together. He doesn't do things to get on my nerves which is why i guess i'm ok with seeing him everyday, and sleeping with him every night until 4 in the morning is wonderful. I try to stay away, but he keeps coming around, his words are " i can't get enough of you, in and out of bed." come on ladies, hearing "i will never get tired of being with you, each minute i'm away from you i feel as if somethings wrong, as if we are fighting." makes you want to stay all day and night with him, or no? Now hearing in spanish makes it so much more romantic...lol, i guess i'm not used to it. but i love it....lol.
We've been talking about moving in together, i won't deny it, i do want to, i would love to wake up next to him every night, but damn, i fear that things will end up bad. I love him so much, i do want to, but i enjoy my time away from home, but miss it so much. I don't think i'll move in with him anytime soon, but i know my mom will eventually get tired of me not coming home and will just start complaining. i don't mind paying rent at home as long as i get the chance to sleep over when i want to at my bf. i find my self lying every other day, telling her i'm staying at jessica's at ely's at mona's i'm just through with the lying, i'm a grown woman, i should be able to sleep where i want, right?
Well i should be working, but i'm so lazy today. i'm hungry and tiredl, i'm heading out.
Happy Thanksgiving to all of you!