Oct 08, 2003 18:04
Okay, I am beyond pissed off at this fucking moment. This shit is RIDICULOUS. How DARE you fucking tell me that I only talk to you ` when no one else is around ` or `when I am done talking to all of them`. Do you not have a fucking heart or even a half of a brain? You want me to get fucked up now. Since LAST Sunday I have been soooooo sick. I haven't felt good AT ALL. When did you ever call me and ask me how I was feeling? Did you? No. They did. Jason, Britt, Isabel, Sandy, Emma and Lala called me all the time asking me how I was doing, make sure I was okay. Shit, Jason fucking called me just to tell me to get my ass in bed, threatening me because he cared. I have not been calling people because I have not been in the mood to talk because I have been SICK. So if you want to be CHILDISH and IMMATURE go the fuck ahead.
That's not even why I am fucking mad. I don't care if you called me when I wasn't feeling good or not. I DON'T CARE. But when I don't fucking talk to you for a day you get all accusing me? Fuck that. Fuck this shit.
And stop acting as if you know what I am thinking. YOU had NO fuckign RIGHT telling me who I care about more. WHO I talk to more. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW?! Stop it with your fucking assumptions. And Guess what? Don't you DARE have Jill call me to tell me ` Oh she's hurt` because you know what. YES I LET YOU speak when your upset, unlike you do for me, but when you go and make accusations when you pulled them out of your ass?! You can go fuck yourself. I am DONE. Goodbye.
Call me a bitch. Fine. I dont care but you had NO right telling me who I care about more. Who I talk to more. When I have not been talking to ANYONE unless I have been sick, and when I do, I fucking fall asleep on them on the phone. SO FUCK YOU and your fucking BULL SHIT. You had NO right. You bitch and complain that I am friends with other people, BUT EXCUSE ME. I have a job, I have been going to work when I have been sick as a dog. And coming home and sleeping all fucking day and night except for the little bit someone calls me.
This is my only PUBLIC entry now. I'm done.