Real update.... I swear
Christmas break was good. Definatly needed if i do say so myself. I am back to the grind of school, and I find myself wanting to crawl under the covers and sleep the next 3ish months away...but real world and nicole cant do such things. I wish i werent self consious.....I went to MSU to do service work with circle K we were on the news and i am sooo self consious.....I cant help it I am honestly to the point where i cant even sleep because of it. I know its a bit of a problem and i shouldnt get worked up over such things and i did say i didnt care if i was on camera....Truth is i do care because i look awful....ughhh... onto more of an update.... I am being more involved with circle k and i am also staying on top of all my classes so i know exactly where i stand as far as grades go. I hate being a perfectionist it pisses me off but i can control it....serious problems... I am also doing a frankenmuth trip at some point with the fam ither in feb or march i am definatly looking forward to it! We do it every year so its tradition I enjoy all my classes but geo the prof is nuts and hev 100 my teacher is boring i just wanna sleeping that class but no thats not allowed... I have anna in two of my classes so they are more then bareable.....need i say fun...After writing a bit and talking to people i am feeling a tad better but not much....