Broken Glass...
it sucks, that feeling of being violated... it honestly doesnt make much sense to me, why a $100 printer (that was free after rebate) really was worth it to someone enough to break my window to get it... same thing with my new ipod that wonderfulwendy got me (i had a whole post about how wonderful it/she is but this post takes presidence at the moment). WHY? I want my stuff back... please?
this loss only helps to add to the whirl wind that my life is going thru right now, i have 2 over due papers, tons of stuff i should be getting done right now, i cant sleep, insomnia, im sick and to be quite honest im in a blur... all i see in my eyes are blurry images of justin timberlake and andre 3000 dancing to a strange beat, i feel distant, disconnected and to be quiet honest unsure of what reality is any more. I feel like when your kids, and u start running down the hill u go faster and faster and u feel like u cant stop but u know u can by just slowwing down. Thats me, my life, running, haha more like rolling really fast down a hill, out of control, everything blurry. Lost, confused.....
I was violated twice this month, i will never feel safe parking near my own house any more, nor will I be able to look at people in the media lab and not think "perhaps they were the one that stole it" i hate living like this
this loss only helps to add to the whirl wind that my life is going thru right now, i have 2 over due papers, tons of stuff i should be getting done right now, i cant sleep, insomnia, im sick and to be quite honest im in a blur... all i see in my eyes are blurry images of justin timberlake and andre 3000 dancing to a strange beat, i feel distant, disconnected and to be quiet honest unsure of what reality is any more. I feel like when your kids, and u start running down the hill u go faster and faster and u feel like u cant stop but u know u can by just slowwing down. Thats me, my life, running, haha more like rolling really fast down a hill, out of control, everything blurry. Lost, confused.....
I was violated twice this month, i will never feel safe parking near my own house any more, nor will I be able to look at people in the media lab and not think "perhaps they were the one that stole it" i hate living like this