I'm Leaaaaving.... for the longest time i ever did.
I'm going to Sydney - Australia, to stay with my boyfriend, Banc.
I'm going to meet his parents, stay with his family for a month.
This is the first time in my life i'm doing such a thing.
I seem calm and normal but my insides are going RECKLESSLY INSANE!!!
What am i to bring? What am i to wear? What should i say? How many clothes should i bring?
And it goes on and on, and repeats again and again.
Sleep is interrupted by random moments of sudden awakening & the occasional nightmare about how things would go..
Yes, i am excited, yet I am fearful for the unknown.. of whether my relationship with him would work out or not.
I've been working almost every single day, attending events whenever I can... hanging out with my family whenever I can.. its been exhausting.