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Dear Diary.
I fear I am developing a problem.
I feel I can be honest with you all, because well, you all are my friends correct?
I can tell you all answered yes.
Anyways, I won't mention names, but two nights ago, I made out with someone. Ok not big deal. But here is the thing. We aren't dating. I know he doesn't have feelings for me, but we did it anyways. And it was great. Probably in the top best days of this year. I felt attractive, sensual, and I had fun! But this isn't the first time I have done this. Like, I have been doing that alot this year, making out with random guys. Its probably the first time I have ever actually enjoyed being single. Some of you maybe like, hey go you, thats awesome, more guys for you! But I don't want more guys. I just want one guy. One guy to make out with, to go to a movie with, to make fun of, etc. I know that I can get guys, but is it too much to ask for one that wants me as a girlfriend? I just don't understand. If you can make-out with someone, like hanging out and around them, appreciate them, etc, can that not qualify that maybe this girl is ok to date? I really don't know it just doesn't make sense to me.
I fear I am developing a problem.
I feel I can be honest with you all, because well, you all are my friends correct?
I can tell you all answered yes.
Anyways, I won't mention names, but two nights ago, I made out with someone. Ok not big deal. But here is the thing. We aren't dating. I know he doesn't have feelings for me, but we did it anyways. And it was great. Probably in the top best days of this year. I felt attractive, sensual, and I had fun! But this isn't the first time I have done this. Like, I have been doing that alot this year, making out with random guys. Its probably the first time I have ever actually enjoyed being single. Some of you maybe like, hey go you, thats awesome, more guys for you! But I don't want more guys. I just want one guy. One guy to make out with, to go to a movie with, to make fun of, etc. I know that I can get guys, but is it too much to ask for one that wants me as a girlfriend? I just don't understand. If you can make-out with someone, like hanging out and around them, appreciate them, etc, can that not qualify that maybe this girl is ok to date? I really don't know it just doesn't make sense to me.