sight
wow i'm emotionally drained and i wrote this
this is what happens when i see things and i relate to things and then things happen to me
and also lapslock bc ain't nobody got time for proper capitalization
kenbin featuring some other side pairings ok but yeah wahtever s
dedicated to precious hongbins because she deserves all the happy things in the world (even tho this isn't really happy), to my precious lulubutt and the always cute and fun and perfect friend cass (who needs to make an lj asap ok bye)
jaehwan notices everything. he notices the way hakyeon curls up to taekwoon's side and how the black haired fingers linger on the other's back. he notices the way a blue-ish bruise shows up near taekwoon's hipbone, the way that sometimes, when they are changing to their normal clothes after an exhaustive soccer match, there are scratches on the older's back. he puts on a wide smile and pretends to not be hurt over it
but he also notices the way that hakyeon and wonshik disappear the days that taekwoon isn't around, the way that the red haired man's body frame shakes slightly when wonshik leans in to whisper god knows what on the shorter's ear. he notices how hakyeon bites his lower lip whenever taekwoon's arm is around his waist and wonshik is around. his eyes linger on them for a couple of seconds before he leans against hongbin's shoulder, looking for some kind of comfort in the younger’s touch. hongbin is just like him: both notice everything, see everything. they just choose to stay quiet.
jaehwan is tired. jaehwan is sick, annoyed, sad. hongbin is the same.
they both decide to stop noticing and focusing in each other instead. it takes a night of too many drinks and messy kisses for them to realize that maybe, in some kind of near future, they could stop worrying about other people.
it starts off slowly, like a kid’s first time walking: jaehwan dresses quickly after the soccer practices and runs off to meet hongbin, walking past wonshik and hakyeon whispering to each other in the bleachers, walking by taekwoon’s frame and merely waving goodbye at his team mates. hongbin starts taking singing lessons from jaehwan, and jaehwan starts learning to play guitar. they meet at the university park to do so, and sometimes, sanghyuk joins them. it’s not like they can say no to him- he was the one that forced them to drink that night, after all. and he is the only one that knows about everything, besides them. the cheerful blonde is also an observer, one that choose to move on a long time ago.
they stop noticing the look wonshik gives them as he is sitting in the bleachers with hakyeon, they stop noticing taekwoon’s sigh after he sees jaehwan run from the locker room, a wide grin in the younger’s lips. they simply stop, and focus on the way their hearts flutter at small kisses and playful fights.
hongbin now makes his way to the apartment where jaehwan lives (along with taekwoon and hakyeon) late at night, and as the older’s tongue twirls around his and soft moans escape from their lips, he thinks that he made the right choice. jaehwan starts sketching hongbin’s face in the back of his notebooks during lessons, and sanghyuk starts teasing him about it. the older’s cheeks start turning bright pink before he reaches over to hit sanghyuk in the head.
the (now new and confirmed) couple are so happy with each other that they simply stop caring about other’s people hearts and move on with their life.
the observers don’t notice the way that hakyeon and taekwoon seem to be further away from each other, the way that wonshik stops looking for hakyeon and starts focusing on his music once again. they don’t notice the way that hakyeon tries to cling back to sanghyuk and fails, they don’t notice the way that sanghyuk cries himself to sleep some nights because he can’t deal with the feelings rushing back to him every time hakyeon’s arm lingers on his waist.
this is what happens when i see things and i relate to things and then things happen to me
and also lapslock bc ain't nobody got time for proper capitalization
kenbin featuring some other side pairings ok but yeah wahtever s
dedicated to precious hongbins because she deserves all the happy things in the world (even tho this isn't really happy), to my precious lulubutt and the always cute and fun and perfect friend cass (who needs to make an lj asap ok bye)
jaehwan notices everything. he notices the way hakyeon curls up to taekwoon's side and how the black haired fingers linger on the other's back. he notices the way a blue-ish bruise shows up near taekwoon's hipbone, the way that sometimes, when they are changing to their normal clothes after an exhaustive soccer match, there are scratches on the older's back. he puts on a wide smile and pretends to not be hurt over it
but he also notices the way that hakyeon and wonshik disappear the days that taekwoon isn't around, the way that the red haired man's body frame shakes slightly when wonshik leans in to whisper god knows what on the shorter's ear. he notices how hakyeon bites his lower lip whenever taekwoon's arm is around his waist and wonshik is around. his eyes linger on them for a couple of seconds before he leans against hongbin's shoulder, looking for some kind of comfort in the younger’s touch. hongbin is just like him: both notice everything, see everything. they just choose to stay quiet.
jaehwan is tired. jaehwan is sick, annoyed, sad. hongbin is the same.
they both decide to stop noticing and focusing in each other instead. it takes a night of too many drinks and messy kisses for them to realize that maybe, in some kind of near future, they could stop worrying about other people.
it starts off slowly, like a kid’s first time walking: jaehwan dresses quickly after the soccer practices and runs off to meet hongbin, walking past wonshik and hakyeon whispering to each other in the bleachers, walking by taekwoon’s frame and merely waving goodbye at his team mates. hongbin starts taking singing lessons from jaehwan, and jaehwan starts learning to play guitar. they meet at the university park to do so, and sometimes, sanghyuk joins them. it’s not like they can say no to him- he was the one that forced them to drink that night, after all. and he is the only one that knows about everything, besides them. the cheerful blonde is also an observer, one that choose to move on a long time ago.
they stop noticing the look wonshik gives them as he is sitting in the bleachers with hakyeon, they stop noticing taekwoon’s sigh after he sees jaehwan run from the locker room, a wide grin in the younger’s lips. they simply stop, and focus on the way their hearts flutter at small kisses and playful fights.
hongbin now makes his way to the apartment where jaehwan lives (along with taekwoon and hakyeon) late at night, and as the older’s tongue twirls around his and soft moans escape from their lips, he thinks that he made the right choice. jaehwan starts sketching hongbin’s face in the back of his notebooks during lessons, and sanghyuk starts teasing him about it. the older’s cheeks start turning bright pink before he reaches over to hit sanghyuk in the head.
the (now new and confirmed) couple are so happy with each other that they simply stop caring about other’s people hearts and move on with their life.
the observers don’t notice the way that hakyeon and taekwoon seem to be further away from each other, the way that wonshik stops looking for hakyeon and starts focusing on his music once again. they don’t notice the way that hakyeon tries to cling back to sanghyuk and fails, they don’t notice the way that sanghyuk cries himself to sleep some nights because he can’t deal with the feelings rushing back to him every time hakyeon’s arm lingers on his waist.