Careful what you wish for...
So I have been hoping and hoping to get the recruitment job, now I have it and I don't know if I want it. It is going to be a highly scruitinized position. And me and Dr. A are not on the best terms right now I do not know if I can handle it. I am going to give it a try since (originally) it sounded like something I really would enjoy.
But if I am going to have someone constantly over my shoulder, telling me everything I am doing is wrong or not good enough then I will not be able to handle it. In fact we are having a book keeper/admin asst. come in tomorrow for me to train her what I am currently doing and Dr. A asked if I was done catching up the book keeping. I told him yes I was except for a few corrections the accountant wants me to do.
And I said that the accountant was supposed to review the spreadsheets and tell me if everything is ok and he still hasn't (well actually he (accountant) found two mistakes that were pretty much unavoidable and told me then I said I would fix it and he insisted on making Rachel basically my manager know about it. I told her it was something I had no way of knowing till it came up and she understood, but I am fire pissed, if I say I am going to fix something I will don't go over my head about it and treat me like I am stupid. I have never done book keeping before and I am trying as hard as I can). And Dr. A said that I had better have everything caught up for this woman to come in and that I should work nights, weekends, etc. if neccesary.
Seriously fuck that. I have a life. I am not trying to be a CEO, I am not in a high power job, I am not even paid that much. I refuse to give up my life. Its so aggravating. And thanks jerk for two weeks I have been comming in to work a few hours early, but I guess he wouldn't know that because he doesn't come strolling in till after 9.
And I get you want people to work hard, but where is my incentive to work my whole weekend away. Is it in the poor treatment? Will I get more money? A bonus? NO! And yeah him and the other doctor work very hard, but its their money if the business thrives so does their pocket book. Not mine. UGH!
But if I am going to have someone constantly over my shoulder, telling me everything I am doing is wrong or not good enough then I will not be able to handle it. In fact we are having a book keeper/admin asst. come in tomorrow for me to train her what I am currently doing and Dr. A asked if I was done catching up the book keeping. I told him yes I was except for a few corrections the accountant wants me to do.
And I said that the accountant was supposed to review the spreadsheets and tell me if everything is ok and he still hasn't (well actually he (accountant) found two mistakes that were pretty much unavoidable and told me then I said I would fix it and he insisted on making Rachel basically my manager know about it. I told her it was something I had no way of knowing till it came up and she understood, but I am fire pissed, if I say I am going to fix something I will don't go over my head about it and treat me like I am stupid. I have never done book keeping before and I am trying as hard as I can). And Dr. A said that I had better have everything caught up for this woman to come in and that I should work nights, weekends, etc. if neccesary.
Seriously fuck that. I have a life. I am not trying to be a CEO, I am not in a high power job, I am not even paid that much. I refuse to give up my life. Its so aggravating. And thanks jerk for two weeks I have been comming in to work a few hours early, but I guess he wouldn't know that because he doesn't come strolling in till after 9.
And I get you want people to work hard, but where is my incentive to work my whole weekend away. Is it in the poor treatment? Will I get more money? A bonus? NO! And yeah him and the other doctor work very hard, but its their money if the business thrives so does their pocket book. Not mine. UGH!