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I want to move. I'm tired of being here, Hanover is shit. I am not staying here long, and my mother is on my side. Fuck this place, and basically 3/4 of the people in it. We are moving out of state I'm hoping. She called a few houses and they are suppose to call us on Wednesday or Thursday. For the friends of mine, I am sorry.. but.. I can't take this crap anymore. Of course, anywhere I go it's going to be miserable. But whatever. It'll be okay for at least a little while. Friday I went to my aunts wedding, I was the Maid of Honour. It was okay despite the fact that I was depressed off my ass about Dustin. But aren't I always? *fake laugh* God I wish things could be okay with me and him. It won't be. Just like any other relationship, or whatever the hell we have. It's never going to work, you're never with someone forever. And you WILL split up within time. So what exactly is the use of dating anymore? I see none. Can't wait till' graduation. I'll be homeschooled when we move. Don't know when we're going, but it will be somewhere between February and June. HOPEFULLY. If not then no later then August. My mother better not be lieing this time or I will shoot her between her eyes and shove my japanese sword through her chest and watch her bleed all over my hands and then I'll play in the puddle. ANYWAY. That's that. Nothing else to really update on. Hope you guys had a merry christmas and hope you have a happy new years. Get piss ass drunk and live it up.
Let's start here
I want to move. I'm tired of being here, Hanover is shit. I am not staying here long, and my mother is on my side. Fuck this place, and basically 3/4 of the people in it. We are moving out of state I'm hoping. She called a few houses and they are suppose to call us on Wednesday or Thursday. For the friends of mine, I am sorry.. but.. I can't take this crap anymore. Of course, anywhere I go it's going to be miserable. But whatever. It'll be okay for at least a little while. Friday I went to my aunts wedding, I was the Maid of Honour. It was okay despite the fact that I was depressed off my ass about Dustin. But aren't I always? *fake laugh* God I wish things could be okay with me and him. It won't be. Just like any other relationship, or whatever the hell we have. It's never going to work, you're never with someone forever. And you WILL split up within time. So what exactly is the use of dating anymore? I see none. Can't wait till' graduation. I'll be homeschooled when we move. Don't know when we're going, but it will be somewhere between February and June. HOPEFULLY. If not then no later then August. My mother better not be lieing this time or I will shoot her between her eyes and shove my japanese sword through her chest and watch her bleed all over my hands and then I'll play in the puddle. ANYWAY. That's that. Nothing else to really update on. Hope you guys had a merry christmas and hope you have a happy new years. Get piss ass drunk and live it up.